I'm no survivor

but i look forward to travelling overseas, i cant wait to go to taiwan next monday.
Its sad that i couldn't go bangkok, i am slightly disappointed with the things that i will miss,
on how fun it is to travel with strangers alone in a foreign land, without judgements, or anyone who
will catergorize.

Taiwan here i come, it beckons me to go there, with the bustling crowds and the chatty people, there is not any manner of hesitation where i will choose not to go there. What's not to like?
The way the people care about their appearances by putting in an effort to groom themselves while not bothering about how others judge them, how they are regarded in other people's minds.

The absolute confidence in which they portray is absolute.
I have i strong feeling i will like Japan too.
Came across a book on Japanese Street Style, totally love the roaring personalities of the Cosplayers and the Tattoo - clad individuals.
The men with partially shaved hair + Long dyed streaks of highlights make me look at the images in wonder and esteem. I love the way they humans dont bother about how people will judge them and just be whoever they wish to be.
I strongly doubt that they care about how their tattoos will look like when they age. Everything is of the current. The future or past don't matter. That rocks.



Use my imagination to dream of things. Thats my forte. Perhaps when i gain my freedom i will be another person. As long as i have a social role (daughter, girlfriend, attached, sibling, mistress, wife, mother, aunt, grandmother, single mom) i will never be able to relve in these fantasies. So, drop all these social miscarriages. please.


Live in the moment.

pray that he will come some day one day sooner or later

we all wait in anticipation.
amist the longing and the separation
truly there should be an answer to a call
what is the real value of the worth

but then they fade too




like the brightest flower in the evening sun.

The life of a no-lifer is more exciting than one with a life. To have no life would require one first to have a life in order to have no life. Non living living cannot live without life. If there is no life there will not be no life. To live life would be to live life with the presence of no-life. The no-lifer lives life parallel to the one with a life. Living as a no-lifer creates life within the personal scope of the person's life. The no-lifer is able to live life within their personal illusions to life. There is no need for the no-lifer to find life unlike the one with a life. Having a life leads the person to live life without the true meaning to understanding life. The no-lifer is living a better life unlike the one with a life and lives cluelessly about life. The one with a life is the one who should get a life.

Church of Notre Dame de Paris.
Snapshots.

Artist:	Oasis
Album:	(What's The Story) Morning Glory
Title:	Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is
out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall


Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how


I said maybe



You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

mine and will always be.

I CAN SURVIVE ON MY OWN

entirely with the latest re-runs of Hong Kong TVB Drama

Series / Affectionate soap operas

unlike the American slippery slide of 'Days of Our Lifes'

or yada. Add in a bottle of rootbeer or chinese tea and

a mega duper gongompus bag of cheezels and

i can be content.

FREEDOM ROCKS



On a side note:

De-humanizing oneself 101
Step 1) Give yourself a name, such as Angela or the name given in ur bc/ic
Step 2) Wear clothes
Step 3) Watch more mtv a day than speaking to your mother
Step 101) Bang your head to the nearest wall until there is an inconsistency between 'A' for 'Apple'
'B' for 'Boy'