I look towards my reflection
But i do not see me.
Trees and roads flash by
like a mirage exacting its play.
I pass by a deck/field of tombstones
residing directly next to the living.
The dead and the living coinciding
Harmoniously.
A chair is empty
I take my seat
& shut off the scene/display i gave myself upon.


Blue skies foggy and a mixture of mist.

BLEAK BLEAK HOUSE


why
you torture us so


fat fat book
i could choke on u now


read the easy font
built into microscopic volumes


laugh at the displeasure
just like a baby
drinking condensed milk.

Home is the normal - whatever place you happen to start

from, and can return to without having to answer questions.

It's a metaphor that may seem to fit reduced expectations.

We no longer seek towers that would reach the heavens;

we've abandoned attempts to prove that we live in a chain of

being whose every link bears witness to the glory of God.

We merely seek assurance that we find ourselves

in a place where we know our way about.




SUSAN NEIMAN,

EVIL IN MODERN THOUGHT

ESTRAGON:
The best thing would be to kill me, like the other.
VLADIMIR:
What other? (Pause.) What other?
ESTRAGON:
Like billions of others.
VLADIMIR:
(sententious). To every man his little cross. (He sighs.) Till he dies. (Afterthought.)
And is forgotten.
ESTRAGON:
In the meantime let us try and converse calmly, since we are incapable of keeping
silent.
VLADIMIR:
You're right, we're inexhaustible.
ESTRAGON:
It's so we won't think.
VLADIMIR:
We have that excuse.
ESTRAGON:
It's so we won't hear.
VLADIMIR:
We have our reasons.
ESTRAGON:
All the dead voices.
VLADIMIR:
They make a noise like wings.
ESTRAGON:
Like leaves.
VLADIMIR:
Like sand.
ESTRAGON:
Like leaves.
Silence.
VLADIMIR:
They all speak at once.
ESTRAGON:
Each one to itself.
Silence.
VLADIMIR:
Rather they whisper.
ESTRAGON:
They rustle.
VLADIMIR:
They murmur.
ESTRAGON:
They rustle.
Silence.
VLADIMIR:
What do they say?
ESTRAGON:
They talk about their lives.
VLADIMIR:
To have lived is not enough for them.
ESTRAGON:
They have to talk about it.
VLADIMIR:
To be dead is not enough for them.
ESTRAGON:
It is not sufficient.
Silence.

yesterday - (tuesday)



All hail the glorious moment!


everything is over =DD


we went to watch movie with the few of us; we, the strong silent ones that have problems controlling our laughter ;)



afterwards Constance and I went to town (santa claus is coming to town!)
and we were in awe of the whimsical lights in display at Orchard. The fake mini snow flakes were a mesmerising sight! It made me wonder about the danger of such a distraction inposed on the drivers.


It was cool.
snow that captures the mood but will not make us freeze or mould snowballs to hit at each other.
That would be the first thing i'll do. = If singapore snows i'll mould a snowball and throw it at the nearest person!

Snow fight!

Oh ya thereafter we went to the Library@Orchard.

Well its not that we are all time nerdies, its just that the depreviation of seemingly youthful and young stories of Modern Day life has not been the sort of book i have gotten the time to read all throughout the semester.

When one is deprived of something for a long while, the thing turns and churns into an object of high expensive value.

Anyway nuff said, WE love books, cant you see. ;)
When we were done it was 9, didn expect boutiques to close so early. Strange to feel ushered out of the store. This never happened in Hongkong, neither Bali, nor even Kuala Lumpur.

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Please do a certain degree of reflection Takashimaya. O.O

so with our meals we trudged around and sat at a desoluted area. Almighty heaven was pouring down while we had our meals- the rain provided solace,comfort and inner peace for us stranded creatures.

the night life is certainly a sight to see.

Look at orchard when its quiet and somewhat abandoned, the array of beautiful colours seems to form a rainbow by the roads

Took a little picture with the little toy solder! he reminds me of the nutcracker story!

We left Mr Soldier and headed home, in fond knowledge that we will return to his palace anytime soon.

A very comforting thought.

And to end it off, here is the joke of the day:
scrutinize it really carefully, u'll notice it sooner or later ;DD

Adieu!

(P.S: and to my lit friends: Okwe!)

haha i suddenly remembered this joke J.Q told a group of us. here goes:




"why did the chicken cross the road?"
Ans. because it wanted to get to the other side

"okayyy, so why did the chewing gum cross the road?"
Ans. because it was stuck on the chicken's feet

"on halloween day, why did the chewing gum cross the road again?"
Ans. because it was stuck on the skeleton's feet 0.0

"okay okay so why did the skeleton cross the road?"

Ans. because it wanted to get to THE BODY SHOP!!!!

Lame right? that provoked me to suddenly think of many road questions!!

All original and unique ans of mine!

if u were to recite these to pple pls buy the copyright tender from me =Pp

why did jay chou cross the road?

Ans. Because he needed to Jaywalk! (this is not so unique)

why did Angelina Jolie cross the road?

Ans. Because she thought she saw her son Grendel (beowulf) on the other side

why did F.I.R cross the road?

Ans. Because they thought they saw their friend the FIR tree

why did britney spears cross the road?

Ans. Because 'You DRIVE me Crazy'!



why did Snoopy cross the road?

Ans. Because he saw Snoop-dog his friend.

why did Harry cross the road?
Ans. Because he wanted to get to platform 3&1/4?

why did wong lee hom and edison chen cross the road?

Ans. Because they were both ABC's (americans blisfully crossing)

lastly

why did hello kitty cross the road but got into a hit-and-run accident?

Ans. Because a car came and she could not scream to warn the driver as she has no mouth!!

last of the last

why did tigger cross the road?
Ans. Because his side of the road has POO (pooh)

hehehehe

ya they are all cold
happy weekend everyone!

humans are meant to be alone.

is that right?

we are born alone(for most cases)

and we die alone(usually)

so does this say that we were meant to experience solitude all along?

does marriage break the holy matrimony instead of actually joining the holy matrimony when a couple get together?

I wonder.